so much yet so little

Well not alot has happend lately,yet alot has. Lol weird huh? Let's just start down the list eh??
1.)JOB- I'm not hating Safeway quite has much as i was. I'm getting a little more hours. I'm getting along GREAT with everyone. My one year mark was on Monday the 11th so now i get a weeks paid vacation,birthday pay,holiday pay,and all that good stuff. And now i guess i'm gonna start helping them out in the pharmacy a little so i'll get a pay raise!! lol me likey!! *^_^*
2.)SUMMER- I got some fun stuff coming up this summer.
*Countryfest next week!! DARYL YA GOTTA HELP ME FIND A COWBOY HAT!! lol
*In August i got The American Idol concert and Camping (even though i'm completely bummed Krissy can't come now,i know she'll have fun with her daddy!)=D
*And in September i get to go see MY BACKSTREET BOYS!! lol omg i can't wait! I'm gonna completely flip out! I'll probably cry haha be prepaired Daryl i'm so glad your coming with me!! lol you rock! And no worries Krissy,i'm totally gonna bring you back suveniers!! You'll be in my thoughts all day! I WUV YOU! *HUGS*
So there's a few things i got goin on,but it's just kinda typical summer stuff,it'll still be a BLAST though!!
3.)DATING- Something i DEFINATLY don't have an experience in. I've had one bf my entire life which lasted for about 5 months...i had my first kiss when i was 17 and havent kissed another person since then.I'm so shy and reserved and apparantly so i've heard i'm very picky. I just know what i want though. I got asked out two weeks ago by this really cute guy,he wanted to know if he could party with my friends and me on the 4th and i thought to myself "I never give guys chances,maybe i should start" so i said sure. I thought it would be fun. He's 21 so of course he likes to drink,but i thought it would be okay if i was with a group of my closest friends. Well i ended up having to work on the 4th so it didnt work out. But then he kept coming back into the store looking for me. His plans kinda changed since then. He wanted just the two of us to hang out and he would go buy drinks and stuff. My friend Joe told me not to go out with him cause that kinda meant he only wanted one thing. And i kinda agreed with him. So yeah,i hate being so damn shy,I'm not really into drinking,i'll have a couple wussy type drinks with my friends but i won't get drunk,and i'm a virgin and i choose to stay that way till i'm married and alot of guys arn't cool with that....so ya see? I kinda need to be picky. I can never just find someone just right,kinda shy and sensitive who doesnt care about just sex,but also has a stronger and protective side and doesn't mind partying now and then. I dunno, I hate the whole dating thing all together!!! lol i don't know what i want anymore. I'm gonna be alone FOREVER!! =( ugg oh well,i've made this far right? hehe but yeah that's about all that's goin on right now....more than i thought i guess!! lol well this thang is definatly long enough.... so i'm outa here!! *luvs* ~JenJen~